I don’t know what this is. I can’t make up my mind about anything right now. These changes I’m going through are weirding me out and I’m scared that I’m becoming worse. But I think this is just the flip side of it all, because not everything can be beautiful, right? And I’m allowed to have flaws, I need to keep reminding myself of that.
But shit I’m so self-conscious. Lol, this is why I need a journal. I’m just whining at poor, defenseless, tumblr. ha.
The past few days I’ve felt great. I think that’s why I’m being so thrown off right now.
I’ll be fine.
But fuck. lol.