i haven’t slept at all. i don’t feel up to doing anything. but i have a whole day of fun i’m supposedly gonna have with natalie (one of two of my real close friends i have now) ahead of me though. idk what i’m gonna do.
i’m tossing the concept of “best friend” out the window, if i can. it’s bullshit. i hold my friends to a much higher standard, as i should. because they deserve it as much as i do.
my only true friends are the ones who treat me as well as i treat them. i’m no longer accepting anything less.
fucking try. tossers.
Seriously, I don’t understand. I’m nothing but a good friend to people, I always try my best. I don’t do anything to harm friends or my friendships. I understand needing space and all but sometimes… Sometimes it just seems like certain people are only friends with me out of convenience. And quite frankly, I’m fucking tired of it. I don’t want to be friends with people who don’t appreciate me like I appreciate them.
Excuse me for being a cunt about this but, fuck you. TRY HARDER. Otherwise I’m going to spend my time, energy, support, and patience with people who want to be here and deserve it.