Fanny-Mouthed, Inquisitive Bloke

i haven’t slept at all. i don’t feel up to doing anything. but i have a whole day of fun i’m supposedly gonna have with natalie (one of two of my real close friends i have now) ahead of me though. idk what i’m gonna do.

i’m tossing the concept of “best friend” out the window, if i can. it’s bullshit. i hold my friends to a much higher standard, as i should. because they deserve it as much as i do. 

my only true friends are the ones who treat me as well as i treat them. i’m no longer accepting anything less.

fucking try. tossers.

Seriously, I don’t understand. I’m nothing but a good friend to people, I always try my best. I don’t do anything to harm friends or my friendships. I understand needing space and all but sometimes… Sometimes it just seems like certain people are only friends with me out of convenience. And quite frankly, I’m fucking tired of it. I don’t want to be friends with people who don’t appreciate me like I appreciate them. 

Excuse me for being a cunt about this but, fuck you. TRY HARDER. Otherwise I’m going to spend my time, energy, support, and patience with people who want to be here and deserve it.

Good riddance.